There is such a clear difference between things I want and things I need. I feel that I need to loose weight, have a relationship, have a decent amount of money, and have success in what I do.

I want all of those things I don’t need them. I need a job, I need my health, and my family and friends. To lose weight would be essential, but that’s just something I want to feel better about myself. I want a relationship but I do not need that, by thinking I need someone creates a world where I would only rest my happiness on them. I’ve seen what happens to people when they rest their happiness on one person and every thought and word is ruled and controlled by that one person. And if that relationship dissipates there is nothing left, no choice but to be miserable.

Well I hate all that. I want plenty of things, i’m not denying that. But I don’t need all of those things. I guess what I am getting at is that I just want to be happy.